周末，老弟推荐给我一部名为《蝴蝶效应》的电影，这是一部2004年上映的电影，画质有些晦暗，不过更烘托了情节的跌宕起伏，让晚上看电影的我时刻紧绷着神经，而先前为了营造看电影的气氛，还特地关了吊灯，只留了一盏小灯，忽明忽暗的灯光下，简直就像在看鬼片，我心里暗自埋怨老弟，好不容易周末放松的情绪又给紧上了！
At the weekend, my brother recommended me a movie called "Butterfly Effect". It was a movie released in 2004. The quality of the picture was a little dark, but it also highlighted the ups and downs of the plot, which made me tense at night. In order to create the atmosphere of watching the movie, I turned off the chandelier specially, leaving only a small lamp. Under the light of the light, it was almost like being in the dark Watching ghost movies, I secretly complained about my brother. It was not easy to relax at the weekend.
影片讲述的是患有遗传性精神病的伊万，脑神经发生变异，时常会忘记自己做过的事情，但记忆又会重组再生，另大脑不堪重负，他的爷爷和父亲，都是死于这种精神病，心理医生建议他时刻写日记，以期能帮他恢复正常。伊万从小与汤米和凯勒兄妹，以及唐尼玩在一起，在13岁时，他的妈妈带他到另一个城市生活，长大后伊万有了优异的成绩以及看似明媚的未来，但是他心里始终因为自己忘记过去而耿耿于怀，于是他开始打开日记本试图回忆，意外地穿越到日记中记载的场景，看到了那次经历后成长的结果：他失去童年所爱的凯勒，汤米变得暴虐，唐尼性格怪异，他后悔不迭，想要扭转，于是开始打开在此之前的回忆，他对于阻止那件事发生就能挽救所爱，挽救朋友深信不疑，但是命运之轮转向了另一个始料未及的方向：唐尼失手杀死了汤米被监禁，凯勒沦为红灯区的风尘女……伊万震惊错愕，又想到穿越到更早之前的场景，这次他挽救了朋友：汤米出色的完成了学业，唐尼和凯勒幸福的生活在一起，而他自己变成残疾，他的妈妈因为他的事故变得抑郁，烟瘾摧毁了她的身体，伊万看到她时，她已经肺癌晚期奄奄一息……循环往复，伊万纠结挣扎，不能自已，他尽力尝试修正错误，但是事情发展如同陷入魔咒，顾此失彼，永远不能美满。
The film is about Ivan who suffers from hereditary psychosis. When his brain changes, he often forgets what he has done, but the memory will be reconstructed and regenerated, and the brain will be overwhelmed. His grandfather and father both died of this psychosis. The psychiatrist suggested that he keep a diary at all times, so as to help him recover. Ivan played with Tommy and Keller brothers and sisters, and Downey when he was 13. When he was 13, his mother took him to another city to live. When he grew up, Ivan had excellent achievements and a bright future. But he was always upset because he forgot the past, so he began to open the diary to try to recall, accidentally crossing the scene recorded in the diary, and looking at it The result of growing up after that experience: he lost the Keller he loved in his childhood, Tommy became violent, Downey was weird, he regretted and wanted to turn around, so he began to open the memories before this. He believed that stopping that event could save his love and friends, but the wheel of fate turned to another unexpected direction: Downey killed by accident Tommy is imprisoned, Keller becomes the dust girl in the red light district Ivan was shocked and shocked, and thought of going through the earlier scenes. This time, he saved his friend: Tommy finished his studies excellently, Downey and Keller lived happily together, and he became disabled. His mother became depressed because of his accident, and her body was destroyed by smoking addiction. When Ivan saw her, she was dying of lung cancer in the late stage Ivan is struggling and unable to help himself. He tries his best to correct his mistakes, but the development of things is like falling into a magic spell. He will never be happy.
我时常纠结于过去，回忆那些本该灿烂美好的日子，如果当初我上学的时候努力一点，就可以考上更好的大学，拥有更好了人生；如果我上大学的时候没有加入新闻部，我就可以有更多的时间体验生活；如果毕业后的工作再努力一点，锻炼更勤快一点，是不是就能收获更好的自己；如果没有遇到我的先生，我会不会过得更加简单幸福……如果当初怎样，现在就会那样。耗费了我们太多的心力，以至于没有全力应付当下。
I often tangled in the past and recalled those brilliant and beautiful days. If I had tried harder when I was in school, I could have a better university and a better life. If I had not joined the news department when I was in University, I could have more time to experience life. If I had worked harder and exercised more diligently after graduation, would I have been able to Harvest a better self; if I don't meet my husband, will I live a more simple and happy life If it had been like that, it would be like that now. It takes so much mental effort that we don't have to deal with the present.
明天还未来，昨天已经过去，只有今天是在我们手中。生命周而复始，其实活着，已经是最大的美好，做好手头的事情，关心好身边的人，不追忆，不后悔，我希望心里有的永远是今天的阳光，我希望回忆永远尘封在记忆的盒子里，直到我生命的终结，随我一同在这个世界上逝去。
Tomorrow is the future, yesterday is the past, only today is in our hands. In fact, to live is the best thing for me. I hope that there will always be sunshine in my heart. I hope that memories will always be sealed in the box of memories until the end of my life and die in the world with me.